sea of my emotions it never runs dry
never feel okay till I'm blazed fuckin high
thoughts of suicide rage throughout my head
mind repeats until I wish I was dead
envy coming forth cause you know it's gotta show
blood on my wrists, hope it's never gonna slow
rumination
rumination
rumination
rumination
Find a way out but I keep coming back
Ways that worked before, I try to keep track
Grabbing sharp objects on all my days
thought I'm done with that, but there's no way
give a big hello to all that walk by
the smile on my face is all a big lie
rumination
rumination
rumination
rumination
wake up in my spiral, you all know how it goes
will it ever stop, I don't really know
I can sleep my pain away, or so i thought
every time it shows, it's one I've never fought
what will happen next, its really just a blend
and as time goes on, maybe it will end
rumination x4
you never understand cause all i get is silence
and every other day i commit self violence
what is empathy, im sure you may ask
you are not the first, and probably not the last
have to go to others with all my self hate
you always say you're sorry, but i bet its all fake
again you're not the first, and i hope it doesnt last
cause my life's in shambles, and it could go fast
really wanna show you what this is all like
but I don't know if you could put up a fight
build up your defenses for years to come
youll never know what's hit you until it's done
now you can see my day to day life
I can only hope that you survive this plight
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